life... I guess

So, life is pretty cool. I am living in a cute apartment, I have a great boyfriend, I am working on my masters, as planned, and generally am doing fine.
Yet, I still feel like there is something missing. I do need a job to pull in some cash, and I do need to work on my thesis in order to be able to finish in June like I plan but those are both doable... that's not it.

Maybe it's passion, I could be stressing out about work so mush so that I no longer feel this sheer interest in learning. In undergrad, and even in HS, I was just good a learning, I understood things very readily, didnt have to work for it. I wanted to learn so I did. Now, I still want to learn but for some reason the sparkle of it all is gone, and I feel like I have to do A TON more work to be as successful as before.

I have always planned to go straight thru and get my PhD and another masters in Art therapy. Now I have toyed with the idea of just stopping. Being a school counselor or being a behavioral specialist. I could do either with just my masters. I am so done with school- I am really not sure what I am doing next. Maybe that's what's wrong... I have lost my internal motivation. I still have ambition and some motivating factors but I really just feel tired, not physically or even mentally really, but more in the bored and need some major change tired.

I think I need to get out into the work force, work with people, see and meet people that ARENT college students or doctoral candidates. It's only been 5 years since I've been in this city, and in college but I am done with it.

I want to move and start a real career!But to where? and doing what? I will only have a masters, is that enough to do anything? So there is my dilemma!

I will just focus on my thesis and hope it works itself out... as things tend to do!

off to work on Neuro! hah fuuuuuuun :oP